Vent
I want someone to tell me to live before my next attempt succeeds. I want her to tell me that she wants me to live, just once. I disappeared and failed again and came back to Elle gushing about him. Everything's him now. I'm going to try again. i can't choose between letting myself die or the fact that i am your vassal and it is my duty to be. all i need to do is act, and then it'd be fine, right? i live for you so it's not my choice.
being inseperable isn't enough. i want to be loved.
